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2009-03-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm back!
Actually, i only want to say that my hunny is the best ever! :D
He stayed up the whole night just because he's worried about me!!
and he came over early in the morning just to ensure that i'm fine! :D
Oh well, but he fell asleep once i'm in his arms <3

2009-03-07T16:55:00.002+08:00

i'm really very moody recently..
but my boyfriend just don't understand how i feel
I feel really neglected, but he just don't want to spend more time with me..
He don't know what are we quarreling about..
I love him for a very long time already..
but he just don't understand what is the best for us.
If i'm able to forget him, i would be glad to give up on him.
it just break my heart to give up on him.
what should i do.?

2009-03-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo :D
I want to go swimmingggg :(
But i scared i'll come mens ): so didn't goooo.
i'm wuper saddd :( But i went to play basketball! ^^
Happy me :D
Went with meat, tz, eugene, wr, zh, angel, sabrina, and my :D
hehehe
happy girl :D
But tz so mean! Hmph, but he treat me nice after that, so i forgive him :D heh, evil girl!
Anw, i want to play mahjong tmr! :(
And i've decided! I wanna buy fujitsu Lightweight lappy :D Lovelove, hope darling get the same one to :D
Loveeeeee , goodnight sweeties! :D

P.s i'm going out with them soon! <3 Friday faster come! :D

My first post (tz)

2009-03-02T00:13:00.001+08:00

Helloooo!

this is doreen's boyfriend here, taking over today's post! haha!

mayb you're disappointed or something, but i dun care :P :P

anyway, zhou is going to fetch you her tracks of today.
errr, she went to bedok to visit her cousin(s). ^^

and she came and meet me! lovely girl eh?

thats all folks! goodnight ^.^

2009-02-27T14:00:00.003+08:00

Edited.

I'm sorry for what i've said.

Tags reply :
Alicia : (: alright, you too :D

WenLin : (: Everything is under control now.. (:

Zhou : I'm sorry for what i've said, i said it without thinking, I'm awfully sorry.. I'm not angry with you, i'll not bear/able to right now.. Sorry for being such a brainless girlfriend to you.. I'm ready to take any scoldings from you..

KeeWei : (: i miss going out with you.. bethany is grounded now.. ): it will be harder! When are you freee? Anywhere you wanna go? Anyway, thanks (:

2009-02-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

2009-02-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

Went out hweeteng, WenLin, and Tengzhou on saturday!
We took lots of photos that day..
And nothing else i guess? :S
Can't really remember anything. Haha.

Will we ever get sick of each other?
Will we have to go through those heartbreaks again?
I'm really very scared, i don't wish for any thing to happen..
I don't want you to be like last time..
I really dread to be not sweet! All i wanted is a little sweet and romantic love and relationship..
I'm failing to do all of those, i'm wrong :( What's happening next?

2009-02-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

Tags Reply

Angie : okay babe! :D will relink soon!

HweeTeng ; hahaha! it's a good mentally to think it that way :P but you shouldn't be too stress. Because if you too stress, then you won't slim down successfully one :D

Sak ; hey! miss ya too :D heh, i did! it's quite true bah :P hehehe :D

Yanjie ; !! :D why awwwww? :(

ShuJun ; yarh! :D So looking forward to it! :D hope to see you around! :D

Zhiwei ; oh, sure! :D soon soon :P

Alicia ; hehe :D it's okay! let's go out soon okay? :P heheh

WenLin ; Yes!! :D you're right :( how? :P i'll just put up the photos and i'm done with it :P

2009-02-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

hello! :D
I did something very dumb yesterday..
Tz and i went to starbucks and enjoy chocolate and latte, so everything was fine..
So after drinking, we decided to walk home.
We was chatting happily while walking.. And, suddenly i screamed.
Why? Because there's a beetle on my shirt!
I was freaking scared and he helped me to get rid of the beetle immediately,
even though it's gone, i still scream and i even cried!
ohmy, am i dumb? ):
I can't stop crying until hunny told me about all his incidents with insect!
Which made me can't stop laughing :P
Thankyou lovely, once again. :D
That's all :D

2009-02-16T01:05:00.005+08:00

2009-02-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

hello!
Happy Belated Valentine's Day! :D

Firstly,
This part is for my Valentine, TengZhou, so it goes like this...

Before i say anything, i wanna thank you for being such a sweet boyfriend! :D
I didn't expect you to play guitar for me, when you know nuts about it! :P
But it turns out really well! Thankyou hunnyyyy, you're supar sweeet :D
And your 'Homemade' fresh roses! Thankyou love!
We just had our Monthsary a few days before Val. Day..
We've been through so much together, being seperated during sec 3 and getting back together last year..
After being together and not, i realised how important you're to me.
Only with you, I can feel love, happiness and appreciation..
You never fails to appreciate those small little things i've done..
& I hope i didn't neglect those small little things from you..
All those messages that contains ' Remember to eat breakfast/lunch/dinner ' , ' Don't swim for too long & be careful ' , ' Are you okay? I'm worried.. ' and all those touching messages.. Though i'd never thank you for that before, right now, i would like to be grateful to ya, and thank you for all the above! :D
(Though i know i'll still have lots more to thank, as you'll never stop sending me those caring messages.. :P)
For the past two years,
All the pain and tears we had suffered made everything more precious..
Though i always complain about you/to you, sometimes, i really don't mean it!
You know it, because you know me well! :P
So, i hope you'll not be angry with me and stay happy with me! :D
When we got back together last year, i told myself that, we must take lots of pictures! :P & We did!
I've almost 1000 pictures of us solely for the past 2 months!
You're smile is always so sweet! hehe, it's hard for you to take pictures..
As you're camera shy, but neverthe less, you always took photos with me!
Partly because you know i love it! :P & honestly, i do! :D
So, thankyou hunny! That's so much that i wanna say to you..
But i know i can't possibly finish it here..
Perhaps i will continue when the next Val. Day is here! :D
I know we'll Still be Together! :D
I love you darling! & Love on!

Okay, Secondly, it's on yesterday's Val.Day..

In the morning, Tz came over with his guitar and roses :D
heh, so.. after his 'performance' for me, we headed to Kbox :D
We enjoyed screaming and singing in the Box :D Am i right love? :D
So until around 2, we headed to hougang mall to meet up with other people and headed to snow cityy :D
It's really nice to spend Val. Day over there! We enjoyed ourself very very much! :P (I hope everyone enjoyed too :D )
At night, we headed to AMK hub..
Wanted to watch movie(Tz&I), but both of us were tiredddd, so instead the few of us went to eat! :D hehe.
I shall not tell you guys at where! heh :D
& after that, we went to walk around, chit chat and headed back at around 9 plus? :D
After that, i went to tz's house to do household chores!
Mygod! I don't even do it at my own house! :P hehe, but i want to share the load with my darling :D
Actually, it's not very tiring :D
Around 11? Darling came to my place :D
Chit chat-ed until around 1! & he cab-ed home!(like always :S We always under estimate)
So, That's how i spend my Val.Day :D
I really enjoyed my day! Thankyou lovely & people! :D

Now, Lastly, i'll post about today! :D
Went out with my dearest! :P
hehe, We went shoppinggg!
We shopped for four hours and i bought 7 tops, 2 bottom.
She bought 6 tops and 1 bottom! :D
heheh!
Before that, we went to a secret place to shop shop :D it is a very hectic place.. :S
But the stuffs is really good :D
hahaaa! & after that headed to This Fashion.
We bought like soooo many things...
& i keep whining that i need my lovely here to help me carry :(
I'm so not independent anymore!! Sorry lovely!
Okay, back to topic..
& i think i can't spend anymore money, because i've spend more than 500 bucks this week!!!!
Just this week alone okay! I'm super sad.. So, my lovely had decided to spend this week to accompany me to cheap style living! hehe, so it's going to be fun! :D
Love love! :D
My darling just went home few mins ago.. but he was asleep before that!
He's so tired, so most probably he will fall asleep once he reached home and after he bathed..
So i shall not sleep late too!
Meeting him to park tomorrow! Morning exercise! Hehe, hopefully i will still want it tomorrow!
okay, Goodnight! :D

P.s , Happy Valentine's Day to all my lovely friends!
Wenlin, Hweeteng, Bethany, Keewei, Mel.C, Rachel and Krystle! :D
Lots of love! :D

2009-02-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Disappointment
Being Alone
Commitment
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
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2009-02-05T22:26:00.002+08:00

Closed my blog for a period of time, since i've no time to blog.

While, these few days have been quite relaxing for me :D
Hunny have been fetching me from school, and sending me to school :D
Ever since school started, i've not enjoy my life! :(
Hence, i'm going to make full use of my weekends! :D *hopefully
I meeting hweelin on 22feb, (tentative)
Meeting wenlin to swim next week, hopefully :(
As for bethany, i'm seeing her everyday now :P
Okay, i miss Keewei, shall the five of us have an outing soon??
Hmm, & i want to meet mel.C soon! :D
& That cold-blooded Meat :(
Didn't see her for such a long time! Hopefully, We'll meet up as planned tomorrow....
haha, That's all! :D

& Val. Day is coming! :D
Last Sat, my whole family including Asih & Tengzhou, we went out together to watch movie! heh,
hopefully Val.Day, we'll all go out and watch movie again! :D
That'll be Triple date! (okay, one old couple, one middle age couple, & one young couple! ) :P

Ohya!
Darling gave me a puzzle today :
12, 15, 22, 5
3,4,two
Five

Hahaa! i solved it! :D after several cules, i suck at puzzle :(
but still, thanks sweety! :D hehe, I miss you like crazy too :D

Alright, that's all for the day! Goodnight! :D

2009-01-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

Results were out yesterday..
Pretty much disappointed with myself.. But everything is set now :D
i'll just have to move on in life!
Anw, thankyou hunny for being there when i breakdown, you're really the one that i cann show my emotions to..
Not any others, they'll think that ' you cry for what? ' and more..
Who can actually truely understand how i feel?
Haha.

Anw, we was working night shifts the past week.
Very tiring, but hunny still sent me home every single night (: Thankyou!
I'm always so demanding, yet you're always so giving..
Thankyou!!! Truely, thanks alot hun~
:D
Now, i'm pondering whether i should go for poly or a lousy JC....

2009-01-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

hellooo! :D
i'm happy today!
hahaaa
went out with wenlin and meat today :D
it was so last min!
that's what i feel :S
okay, went to swim and went to kallang! :D
after that head back to hougang mall to walk awhile! :D
Overall, it's a very very happy day for me :D
so long didn't went out with them! :D
i know meat miss me! hohoho :D
happy day out! :D

2009-01-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! :D

It's 2009! :D
There are countless of memories in 2008..
Those fun times with cliques and badminton mates,
Those heart to heart conver. with my friends..
Those study periods, that got me crazy..
There are so many things to say..
But, it's really over now :(
I'm afraid life will be harder for us in future, without our closest friends by our side,
without having their support all the time..
I really have to thank those that go through all happiness and sorrows with me..
I'm really very grateful to all of them!
Xie le! you know who you are :D

Yesterday :
Hehe, hunny stayed over last night :D
And, he sang me to sleep! :D
hehe, i always pleaded him to, but he volunteered yesterday! :D
hoho, so happy :D
We had a great time laughing last night! we keep knocking into each other, i guess that's the new year curse for us. :(
haha! around 2? i headed to bed, and he headed to floor! :D *lights off Zzz goodnight!

New Year Resolution :
No idea, i just wanna be a happy girl! :D

2009-01-01T15:13:00.002+08:00

Tags Reply :
PING-TING'♥: you're most welcome! :D
zhou: :D :D i did oh! Thankyou for singing me to sleep last night! :D
keewei: Sorry for the delay! :P
Bifang: Hahaha! i heard about the lady too! maybe it's a good thing that you didn't join the work. :S i haven't even start work, but i think that woman is a very evil person.! hahaha. Anyway, are you still working? workling till? :D
zoe: Hahaha! Thankyou :D :D
Yan Deng: Hihi, i'm fine, how are you? :D
Shujun: Thankyou!
Chiew Yeh : Thankyou! :D
Pinto : Hahaha! yesss, like magic! :P thankyou! have a great year ahead too! :D

2008-12-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

hello! :D
i'm at hu's house!
haha.
went to his dad's factory earlier on..
Oh, the tarts that his mum made is tasty! :P Yummmmmmy
hahaha, that's all! :P byeee
& My grandma is finally out of hospital tmr! :D :D

2008-12-27T01:20:00.002+08:00

Shag!
Totally! But it's enjoyable though :D
I've been reaching home after 12am these 3 days..
& i've been waking up early!!
I mean, since christmas eve.
That's horrible
haha! Merry Christmas people ! :D
I'm super tired! haha. So, goodnight people!

Happy Belated Birthday to :
Zhi Wei
Hwee Teng
You Xiang
& Teng Zhou

:D :D Happy birthday GUYS! :P

2008-12-23T18:32:00.002+08:00

Friends.
What are friends for?
It's so hard to find a true friend.. i had it once, but i lost her..
Now i've found someone that treat me truely..
Although we don't meet up that often anymore,
Although we might drift apart..
But i know she is always my true friend.. Not the one that had left me..
But the one that stood by me when i needed her the most, that made me laugh all the time.. That gave me her everything..
Thank you, i'll always remember you!

With love,
Doreen

I don't know why i'm suddenly so emotional.. haha!
but i'm not EMO-ing :D don't worry.
Anw, Went out with lots of people last week.
Wednesday,
Went out with meiyi, Daphne, Priscilla, Jerlin, Hweelin, Angel, Michelle, and Sabrina.
Went to bowl and walk walk :D

Thursday,
Went out with tz, and went out with family for dinner at night..

Friday,
Went out with Hweeteng, Keewei, Wenlin&Wenlin's brother and bethany.
Went to makan :D

Saturday,
I forget where i went, and what i did..
I guess i went to his place or sth..

Sunday,
Went out with Hweelin, Hweeteng, Rachel, Mel C. and Meiyi.
Had a super long chat with them :D

In conclusion, it's a enjoyable week! :D

Thankyou people! :D

2008-12-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

2008-12-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2008-12-16T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Went to tz's house ytd and today :D

Ytd :

Went over to play monopoly with his younger brother.

And had dinner at his place :D
Today :

Headed to Gelare with him & his Y. brother.

And headed to a Vegetarian Stall to eat :D

After that, went to his house and played Monopoly again :S

Ate, and headed to Kovan to find brother :D

Home i am :D

That's all!

I'm going out with badminton mates tmr!! :D ^^ Love Love!

2008-12-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hello!! :D

Today is a very special day!
It's been half year since we got together darling! :D
Happy Sixth Monthsary! :D
Thankyou for taking care of me all these while.. :D I Love you!

Okay, Went to Junction 8 today, to catch Bolt! :D
It's a awesome show :D Teared :(
Today went home around 6 plus..
Actually, Mummy wanted to cook tonight, but she suddenly remember that it's Vegetarian Day. :S
So she didn't cook! hahaaa :D
Honestly, Nothing much today! :S

But it's really a happy day for me! :D
Thankyou love, you're great! (:

I'm going out with cocoa cousin and brother tmr! love! :D
That's all for today! Goodbye!

Deary, Thankyou for ALL your Love (:

I'm very happy!

2008-12-11T23:42:00.005+08:00

Hello! :D
Hehe, daddy mummy got me my ice cream phone yesterday!
I'm wuper happy :D
At the same time, i've got my new specs! :D
It's double happiness! :D

But, i was having a very bad cramps yesterday..
So my mood was rather foul, sorry tz! :(
But he's nice enuff to take care of my the whole day! :D
Thankyou!!

Currently, my phone is pink, my camera is pink, my wallet is pink and white, my water bottle is pink.. & my specs is purple! :D
I've no idea when i've fallen in love with pink, purple and white :S :D
But, i'm loving it! :D
Tz is ganna get a white ice cream phone soooon! :D I believe! :P
Hehe, and i'm sorry wen! :(
I can't make it to swim yesterday and i can't make it tmr night :(
Forgive me! Next week tues and wed morning we'll swimmmm! :D
I wanna slim downnn :D :S

That's all for today! Goodnight people! ^^

2008-12-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

Tags reply :

Jerlin : I was working at HP. Doing admin and IT. Now i'm looking for job :D
Angie Tan : Hihi :D Thank you! ^^
Joseph: Sure! I'll link you sooon :D
Gracek : Hey babe! So long didn't see you alr. :D Don't worry, you'll get your chance to bully me! haha, Enjoy your last bit of hols! :D
MuTou : :D :D I'm so scared! ' shiver shiver' :P
Daffy: Indeed! I was pretty surprised! :D Yeah! hope to catch up with you soon ^^
Michelle: Yes! ): We'll go out soon alright? :D Anyway, really thanks for that geog book! :D
KeeWei: Haha! I'm doing pretty great :D Let's go on on christmas week shall we? :D with wen, bah and bear! :D hehe ^^
WenLin: haha! i'm singaporean! :D Anyway! i wanna swim!! ):
Jordon: :D I won't deny that he look awesome :P anyway, i wann that chalet too! :( but i guess it's not happening.. :(
Sakinah: Hello! :D I'll link you soon! :D
Shujun: Hey! :D Don't tease me le! haha, it's been a very very very long time since i meet up with you.. how are you? :D

2008-12-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

2008-12-09T21:04:00.004+08:00

Summary of my Nov and Half Dec holiday-

List of items i've bought....

1. Oven

2. Camera

3. Purple Spectacles

4. LG Ice cream phone. [ Getting it tomorrow! Choki is getting one too! (Hopefully :P ) ^^ :D
5. Shirt & Dress [ Went with hweelin ^^ ]

6. Shoes

7. Water Bottle [ Same as Choki :P ]
8.... I don't remember what else i bought... =x

List of places i went!!!

1. Science Centre [ With Choki ]

2. Zoo [ With Choki ]

3. Bugis [ With hweelin :D ]

4. MOM [ With hweeteng :S ] {That's my workplace ^^}

5. Swimming pool? :D [ With hweeteng & Wenlin ]

6. Choki's house :P

7. Basketball court. [ With some of the 2E2s :D ]

8. Serangoon!! To eat the very very very nice food :P [ With Choki :D ]

9. Kallang! [ To eat steamboat with colleagues :D ]

10.... Home Sweet Home :D

List of nice food i ate???

1. Seafood With Soda at bugis [ With hweelin]

2. Super nice carrot cake! [ With Choki ]

3. Gelare [ With Choki ]

4. I gave up!!!! Too much to recall! i'll add on when i remember :D ^^

That's my holiday! :D it is very enjoyable!! :D :P

2008-11-13T22:36:00.003+08:00

went to work today morning.

for half day , and went dating with hunny after that :D

shopped, eat, watched movie! :D

ate at Gelare. The waffle is super nice! :S

Then went to watch movie at 510 :D.

And we did many many other things.

Too much to elaborate! :D

But i'm a happy girl today! :D Thankyou!
Goodbye!

hunny! Thankyou for today oh! :D Thankyou for the heart ba loon :D

2008-11-12T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D
O'levels is offically OVER!! :D
There's one last paper for Bio tmr, and after that, everyone is FREE! :D:D
& i remember saying this ' please don't let me be sick during O's, i'm willingly to be sick after O's..'
and now, here i am. sick!
suppose to go Bras Basah with bell, shopping with meat, and date with hunny!
but i fainted while i'm on the train with hweelin..
headed home after that, and had to ask hunny rush down to bring me home..
Cabbed home, and due to the pain, i'm very reluctant to go to the doctor.
so i stayed home, and kept complaining to hunny..
I got very annoyed by myself, and kept throwing tantrums at him ):
I'm sorry!
Now, i'm home with parents, and i'll meet meat and hunny tmr morning :D
That's all for today!
I'm really sorry to bell,meat and hunny today!
I don't mean to not go out with you guys!

Lastly,
Happy Monthsary Dearest,
i'm sorry that we didn't date today, we'll postpone it to this coming weekend okay? :D
Thank you for staying by my side just now.. Thank you for feeding me, taking drinks, and attend to me whenever i'm in pain!
Thank you oh! (:
I Love You! :D See you tomorrow! ^^

2008-11-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

Been so long since i use the com..
and i've no idea what to blog now, so i shall let pictures speak my thousand words :D
These are the people i spend my O'levels with. They're always there to support me..
Thankyou! :D ^^

Thanks for walking through O'levels with me!! :D

To all my dearests, enjoy your life after O'levels! :D :D it's been tough so it's time to play sooooon :D hehe, let's meet for FUN soon alright? :D

haha! i'm going to study now :S goodbye! :D

MuTou , Thank you for walking through this with me.. I'm sorry for all my moodswing(s)!

& thank you for always cheering me up when i'm down.. I'm grateful that you're mine! :D Love ya! :D

Bell, Thank you for cheering me on when i'm about to give up.. & the cookies is very nice! :D i love it! Thank you for your support all along.. :D It's my blessing to meet you! :D hehe, thank you! :D

Meat, Thank you for laughing with me, lending me your stationary when i didn't bring my pencil case to O'levels! :S And thank you for everything! hoho :D end up, dec babies do get along well! :D hehe, thank you!

2008-09-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D
i'm back for one post, and i'll be away again!
hahaaa.
went out with boyfriend today!
it's a wonderful date, and i'm sorry for not dating until now..
but i'm delighted today.
went to town to shop and caught a movie : ' wall.E '
it's a great movie, at least we loved it! :D
went to clarke quay after watching movie, and sat down along the river side.
surprisingly, it's river festival today, so we saw a series of beautiful boats floating around!
:D it's really nice ^^
after that, we went to buy the carrot cake from clarke quay for my mummy and headed home :D
mummy looked very satisfied after eating! :D
and we went to play bubbles after that!
hehe, i'm really happy!
home around 10 plus!
goodnight!

thank you for being with me honey, thank you for the necklace ( i love it! ), thankyou for the cookies(famous amos) and cake(emicake), thankyou for being such a dear today, thankyou for always being so sweet, thankyou for everything! :D i'm glad to have you!

2008-07-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

good evening,
went to jog with ah bah this morning! hahaaaa.
was super happy about it, because i can't go swimming :(, so had to shed some fats.
hahaaa,
went for assembly talk before school ends,
it is pretty boring. so i didn't pay attention to it.
sorry for that! :s
went to canteen to complete my homework with hweelin before heading to compass.
went compass to get milktea, and met honey after that (:
walked home with him, and was suppose to meet up at a later time to study,
but was held back due to mum.
so i couldn't make it, i'm sorry ):
& thankyou for the chocolateeee, love :D

alrighto, i'm going to jog tmr morning with wenlin and ahbear :D
hehe, i'm happy enough.
goodbye!

2008-07-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

what do you see in the future?

had GCE listening today.
quite horribly done. hahaaa, but it's over :D
so, no more brooding over it!
thankyou for the walk on sunday! it's a very tiring day, but definitely wonderful :D
& i'm sorry that i'm not of any help yesterday! ): but everything is fine now, which is great!

i'm going to go offline now.

goodbye!

2008-07-11T19:50:00.002+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write down their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B. Tag 10 people and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1)What do you think an ideal best friend would be?
selfless , understanding :D
2)If you would have a dream come true what would it be?
Everyone else to be happy & loving
3)Who's life would you want to take away the most?
No one, it's their life.
4)What would you do with a billion dollars?
No idea,
5)Do you like this quiz?
not really ,
6)Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved?
Loving someone,
7)Can you whistle?
Nope.
8)Is there anything that made you extremely happy?
Yes, when i'm with my dearests :D
9)Do you really believe in ghosts?
Yes.
10)If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
i'll wait on (:
11)How would you see yourself in 10 year's time?
i will tell you soon enough.
12)Who are currently the most important person to you?
Friends, honey, & family members :D
13)What kind of person do you think the person who tag you is?
Sensitive.
14)Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor .
15)What's the 1st thing you do when you wake up?
Time check.
16)How does your favourite shampoo smell like?
No idea,
17)How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
8/10 .
18)What do you want to do right now?
Get to see honey, i'm worried ):

People to do the quiz :
anyone who is bored.

2008-07-10T20:41:00.005+08:00

LAYER 1: THE OUTSIDE

Name: Doreen Gan

D.O.B.: 18th December 1992

Current status: In love (:

Eye-colour: Black

Hair-colour: Black

Right or left: I'm right handed

LAYER 2: THE INSIDE

My Heritage: I think don't have any .

My Weaknesses: I'm frigging sensitive!

My perfect pizza: Hawaiian , i guess .

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW...

My Thoughts First Waking Up: Yesterday - wall.e clone Today - i fell asleep last night! .

My Bedtime: 10 pm - 12pm.

My Most Missed Memory: childhood .

LAYER 4: MY PICK

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi .

McDonald’s or Burger King: McD ! .

Single or Group Dates: Depends on my mood .

Adidas or Nike: Adidas .

Tea or Nestea: Tea :D .

Chocolate or Vanilla: Dark chocolate ! yummmyyy

Cappuccino or Coffee: none.

LAYER 5: DO YOU...

Smoke: Nope .

Curse: If some people pissed me off .

Take Showers: I take it everyday .

Have a Crush: Nope

Think You’ve Been In Love: I'm in love (:

Go To School: Yes .

Want To Get Married: not now :D

Believe In Yourself: Most of the time .

Think You're A Health Freak: Nope .

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST, HAVE YOU...

Drunk Alcohol: not really.

Gone To The Mall: NO .

Been Onstage: Yes!

Eaten Sushi: Of course , i like it :D

Dyed Your Hair: Nope .

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…

Played A Stripping Game: Nope .

Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Nope .

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…

To Get Married: When fate comes .

LAYER 9: IN A GUY, WHAT ARE YOUR PREFERENCES?

Best Eye Colour: Any .

Best Hair Colour: Anything , but not gold colour !.

Short Hair or Long Hair: both is fine (: .

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

A Minute Ago: Chatting .

An Hour Ago: At 14 .

4.5 Hours Ago: Training .

A Month Ago: Having remediation. .

A Year Ago: it's the past :D .

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…

I love: honey :D

I feel: very happy now .

I hate: not sleeping .

I hide: secret!

I miss: you! :D .

I need: to sleep right now :D .

LAYER 12: TAG PEOPLE

anyone :D

2008-07-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

good evening! :D
no geography test today! :D
it's great, hahaaa.
but i don't understand why teachers have to leave us.
it's pretty much horrible!
sigh.
went home straight after school todayyy.
it's wonderful :D
slept for an hour or so.
went to 14 around 6 plus.
it's loveee :D
hehe, that's my day.
lols, goodnight & goodbyeeee (:

2008-07-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

love love love :D
went to tuition early morning, and i'm super lazy + tired.
after that, went to swim with wenlin :D
it's loveee, though it rained. haaa, but i miss those times swimming with her, alone.
saw alot of people though. haaa.
after that went to find bahbah and we went to find those 2e2 people :D
i wasn't in the basketball mood as i'm super tired, so i didn't runnn. hahaa
i'm slack, yes.
went home around 7, as it's going to rain.
so, i'm home! :D
i haven't study for my test, i'm so dead.
goodbyeeeeee :D

thanks for walking me homeeee, loveee (:

2008-07-06T13:21:00.002+08:00

good afternoon!
just finished my amaths homework, and i don't know quite a number of questions.
hoho, so i'm going to ask mr pinto next sat :D

went to NDP yesterday!
it's quite niceee, but the songs is pretty horrible.
shall not comment about it anymore. haaa
i think the nicer part is the parade, dark knights and the fireworks!
the parade is very neat, 'wow' . haaa.
& the dark knights is very pretty! they actually formed a heart shape!
it's gratifying!
and the whole ndp end off with the fireworks.
it's awesome! it's just so beautiful (:
enjoyed the whole night through.
and i realised i always watch fireworks with him (:
it's great :D

after the ndp, we went to walk around, outside esplanade.
sat down on a bench. and stayed there till 11, then we start walking to marina square :D
caught ' wanted ' with his brother and girlfriend at 12.
show ended at 2am, cabbed home.
reached home, bath, sleep.

it's really a very wonderful day&night with you :D
thankyou!

i guess i'm heading out soon.
goodbye :D

2008-07-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

helloo :D
went swimming yesterday and today!
after 2 months, i finally get to swim!
it's really a joyyyy :D
swam for two hours today, and around an hour plus yesterday.
it's great, as i manage to get my mind off things after so many things.
today is really hilarious.
we didn't contact at all, and we're feeling so worried, yet we didn't do anything about it.
at least you did, haha!
:s i've no idea what's going on, but today is really horrible for me.
i'm sorry!
anw, i've no homework today, and have really no idea what should i do now.
so i guess i should take a nap :D
haha!

goodnight people!

& thankyou for coming out of your house just to walk me home last night! :D

2008-06-30T00:39:00.002+08:00

elearn really kills.
i can't do so many stuffs.
but really have to thank my friends for helping out (:
hweelin, wenlin, jiahao!
thankyou thankyou (:
so now, i'm going to do my amaths and chinese, which will prolly take me about an hour or more.
but then again,
everything will be fine if i'm a less sensitive person!
hahaaa, thankyou (:

alright, goodnighttt !

2008-06-29T22:20:00.001+08:00

love or lust? hoho
it's a good question, thanks (:

2008-06-28T23:48:00.001+08:00

i'm not happy ):

2008-06-25T19:25:00.002+08:00

hellooo :D
school is horrible this week.
first day of school, school ended at 5.
and went to ps to meet my brother after i bath.
reached home at 1130. tiring day.
yesterday had 2 sciences, 2 maths, and 2 humans.
haha, it's horrible because it's super tedious.
had science spa after school.
spa ended around 430.
went to cheenaaatown with hweelin.
didn't get anything though.
reached home at 9 plus i guessed.

had two physics spa today.
because i missed one during my cp.
it's super tiring.
that's why i'm home so early today.
hohoho, i shall stop blogging now.
because i'm having o's oral tmr.
that sucks.
goodbye!

it's been days! ):

2008-06-22T16:28:00.002+08:00

i'm unhappy
i'm upset
i'm pissed off
i'm angry
i'm fustrated
i'm confused
i'm tired
i'm lost
i'm everything but happy.

i want to swim right now, but i can't.
fed up.

2008-06-21T18:28:00.002+08:00

went to school in the morning for enrichment.
went to tuition after that.
& i'm having bad headache right now.
so, that's all. goodbye (:

2008-06-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

went out with bethany and wenlin today.
met them at 215, and went to plaza sing.
caught hulk, and it's scary yet nice.
haha, no idea how to describe the feeling!
i'm going swimming with wenlin this sunday! because i can't take it anymoreee.
swimming is addictive :D
it's still early, but i'm tired.
today is a mixed feeling day.
i've no idea, just plain confused.
haha, goodnight!

2008-06-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

hello :D
today is a super shag day.
did nothing else, but packing stuffs and studying.
okay, i only studied for awhile. that's slacking enough.
hoho.
i'm tired, so maybe i should rest early, as told.
so, goodbyeee (:

' I hope you’re feeling better,
I miss you every day.
I’m always thinking of you,
So this is what I say,
Get Well Soon! '

get well soon okay! we are going PRP after you're well! :D

2008-06-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

hellloooo :D
went to support our juniors at bowen early in the morning.
they had friendly matches over there. (:
lots of things happened, don't wish to name out though.
and after that went to study with hweelin, but we failed to.
ended up fooling around in compass point and went home shortly!
after showering, went to meet my dearrrest (:
hoho, then we slacked, crapped.
love slacking together! (: we shall go studyyyy soon :D
after awhile, we had to go homeee.
soooo off we go! :D
and i really cherish my dearest to the maximum (:
that's all for today! gooddddbyeeee (:

2008-06-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

happy daddy's day! :D
i love you dad! (: thankyou for everything :D

alrighto, went to church today morning.
i was late meeting bethany, but not late for church.
so i was breaking the news to her, but she somehow expected it. :D
and i'm thankful! :P
i promise, no matter what happened, i will not be like hell again! :D
after going to church, we went to have lunch and went home (:
slept for 2-3 hours and went to grandma's place.
so we sang birthday song for grandma and took photos :D
that's all! hoho.

i'm a happy girl todayyyy, like always (:
If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.

2008-06-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

went to amaths enrichment programme this morning.
hweelin didn't turn up, so i'm so sad that i need to go for tuition alone!
hahaaaa.
then blah blah blah, after tuition went to compass point.
then went to walk around sk, is that considered?
i've no idea. but still, just walked.
slacked at same old place, and went home after that!
it's somehow daddy's day celebration.
and tmr is my grandma's birthday, so had to go over at night.
won't be able to go out then ):
but will be meeting bethany tmr morning though.
i guess will be home around afternoon.
so that's all! goodbyeeee (:

2008-06-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

went kbox with brother and his girlfriend.
sang for 3 hours, then we went to shop for daddy's present.
to no avail though ):
after went separate ways with them.
and i'm truly happy today!
(:

2008-06-09T17:44:00.001+08:00

i went to school for 10 mins today!
how wonderful (:
went to compass to shop for present.
and i failed. lols.
btw, sorry meiyi! ):
went 14 after compass, alone.
hahaha.


here's a very nice song lyrics! (: ;

Well I wonder,
Could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy,
Call me blind,
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do,
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day,
The day you went away

Go On, Yay ee heh hay Oh

I remember
Date and time
September 22nd
Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway
With your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again, I know
I guess I really really know

Well hey
So much i need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
(The Day you went away)
The Day you went away
Go on, Yay...

Oh oh oh
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do, I do
You know i really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true, for me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The Day you went away...

Go On, Yay ee heh hay Oh

2008-06-08T18:37:00.002+08:00

fever came knocking again.
hate being sick though, fever, sore throat, giddy, everything. hoho
that's why i'm home today.
still very uncomfortable though.
hoho.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
depends, i may not have any reaction.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have everything under the sun.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
romantic, special

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
no.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
family man, and romantic

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until i don't love him.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
continue, secretly..

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
nope

#10. Is being tagged fun?
not this..

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
no idea, i'll tell you when i'm 26.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
all my dearest.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
emotional, sensitive.

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
married to someone i really love and be poor (:

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
see the time.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
impossible

#18. What type of friends do you like?
understanding, and selfless.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
no idea.

Tagged by: Soh Zhi Hui
8 lucky peeps : A , N , Y , B , O, D , Y . (:

2008-06-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

hello!
went to school for SS and geog today.
it's pretty tedious though.
kept wanting to sleep, but i couldn't.
okay, so i shall take a break for now :D

you're just so far away from me,
i can't read your thoughts, i don't know what you're doing, i don't know how many crushes you have.
i bet you're just going to fall in love with that girl.
i'm pretty sure of that, and i definitely can't stand a guy having so many crushes.
it's just give me an insecure feeling.
i'm sorry, but no.
it's just too irony, putting you and her together had never went through my thoughts until today.
okay, maybe it's normal, but isnt it too much for a friend?
i don't know, but i'm sorry, i can't stand it.
i tried, i tried everything.
i tried to persuade my friends, i tried to do everything just to be nice, but i just can't make it.
i'm so sorry, and i wish you all the best with her.
and if you think it's you, yes it's you.

2008-06-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

hello :D
went to school at 830 today..
because i thought there's lesson at 830, how dumb? haha.
but there's only lesson at 10..
so waited for an hour or so, and proceed to classroom.
saw joseph there, and went to class with him.
the room is in a mess ! maddy came after awhile and helped too.
hohoho, so it's quite sad to see our deco drop off just like that.
but still, it's over!
hohoh, went to compass point with bah, wen, bear after lessons.
so one-the-full.
haha! ate, walked around and went home :D

reached home, i read through the msn history..
and i really thought of alot of stuffs.
how she coax you into telling me, and what happened on the 1st day of last year.
so many things went through my mind..
14 no longer exist i guess? i wished i could go there, and meet up.
thankyou though. :D
等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗? i wish for everything to happen one more time..

2008-05-30T18:29:00.002+08:00

it's time to learn how to live indepedently! :D
my godma went home today, after taking care of me for 2 weeks.
i'm truly grateful to her! for cooking for me every 3 meals, for not allowing me to eat this and that, for caring and concern about me every second.
thankyou godma (: you're wonderful!
felt quite lost without her being by my side, but i'm going to visit her soon!
hohoho :D
hope my brother doesn't get though.
because it's horrible..
hope my brother will cheer up for now!
as he didn't do well for his exam..
cheer up brother! thanks for being by my side whenever i'm upset, so now it's my turn to accompany you!
so i'm off to play with my brother! goodbye (:

2008-05-28T16:46:00.002+08:00

good evening (:
i finished reading a storybook within 2 days..
it's a nice book i would say.
didn't know that english storybook cann be so nice.. hohoho
i believe i'll start reading more from now on..
hohoho.

there's nothing i can do these few days.. been trying to do some meaningful stuffs..
but always end up sleeping or using com..
it's horrible..
time to control uh? hohoho!
there's nothing much to do either.. being trapped at home for almost 2 weeks..
what to do? haha!

ohoh, btw!
monday, i went to redhill to take my o's.
so i thought i'll be alone in a room with only one teacher looking after me!
but i was wrong!
there's 5 more students taking the same paper..
so we're all chicken pox-er, taking the same paper..
it's so cute and funny! kept laughing to myself.
hohoho :D

okay, i'm bring real random, and there's nothing to say now..
except for thanking everyone that care :D

Mr. Pinto,
it's really wonderful to have you as our Amaths teacher..
your teaching is awesome..
thanks for everything you did for our class, and i believed that everyone of us will work hard for amaths.. it's a truth! hohoho.
& without you, i will never knew that i'm studying people..
the feeling is so untrue yet true.
but i really need to thank you! (:
sorry for not able to walk you off or bid goodbye,
but i'll definitely attend your classes.. hohoho!
once again, thankyou for everything! <3
you're appreciated (:

2008-05-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

hohoho!
after this week of pox, i realise something..
i've no more hatred, no more unhappiness! :D
i've forgotten all about the past, and i'm going to move on with life.
no more looking back to the past, no more missing the old times/days.
i'm happy now, and will be happier in the future! :D
this chicken pox taught me something..
塞翁失马焉知非福 :D

thankyou to all who asked,cared,concerned.
really appreciated! (:
i'll reply tag soooon :D
goodbyeeee (:

2008-05-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

hohoho,
down with poxxx :D
goodluck to me, and goodbyeee

2008-05-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

we'll miss you!
thankyou for everything (:

2008-05-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

hello!
went to study chinese with friends!
then went home at around 620..

2008-05-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

hello :D
went out to watch movie ' ironman ' today.
just reached home :D
went out last night to have swesens?
hehe. slept at 12 last night.
celebrate mother's day with brother and . yesterday(:
that's all !
byeee

2008-05-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D
today is funnnn :D
one word to describe the past three days.
awesome (:
today went out at 8 plus to play basketball with the same old people yesterday (:
except for ah bear..
it's nice to play with them (:
went off at 10 plus, to meet badminton loves.
hahaha!
met up with hweelin, meiyi, daphne, jerlin and priscilla! :D
my love ones (:
hahahaha!
nice nice nice (:
went to skate and hweelin was unwell.
but she's fine after some food.
hahaha!
and we took bus to and fro white sands.
finally settled down at pasir ris park.
play with water, lie down there, enjoying myself.
it's very relaxing..
but the worst is coming soon..
hahaha! enjoyed myself, and studies come next (:
went home at 7.
that's all for today!
thanks for the day girls! (: let's have more outing shall we? much loves (:
honestly speaking, my heart still beat real hard when i saw you (:
i still love you. i'm sorry ):

2008-05-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

hello peeeoooplleeee :D
today's wonderful (:
went out at 830 with brother to play badminton (:
then head to mac for breakfast after that..
went to order canation for mummy :D
then headed home!

went out with bethany at 1230..
then i came to know that we're going for steamboat! wahaha.
so happy (:
but before that, we went to catch a movie..
caught 'what happens in vegas '
it's veryyy funny (:
and the ending is soo nice.
hahaha!
ohyea, we went to eat icecream before that!
and that ice-cream is awesome (:
so after movie, we went back to compass to meet hweeteng first..
to get the cake (:
then went to meet those guys (:
among all, only one have time management.
hahaha. how sad right? :x
oops, alright then we set off to boon keng at around 630.
so it was pretty great :D
eat, celebrate, crapped.
hahahaha! it's greatttt :D
thanks for the day guys (:
ohyea, i always didn't mention the name.. i shall today.
hahaha.
went out with zhihui, hweeteng, bethany, eugene, tengzhou, zhenghei, kelvin (:

people who went farm yesterday was meiyi, rachel, bifang, kwok meang, hweelin, melodychan.
awesome day! (: goodbye people! lovelovelove (:

2008-05-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

good evening/night people! :D
i'm super happy today.
it's OVER!! :D exam's over!
how great! hahaa
suppose to go steamboat with 2e2 people today..
but sadly, it was postpone..
quite looking forward to it though.
but it's alright!
oh yea! and we went for pizza hut todayyy
hahaha. so after that, we went farm(s) ! :D
super nice cann.
with those random people!
much fun with them!
thanks for making the tiring day so wonderful! hahaha.
i'm so glad to go with you guys laa :D
and we went all over the road laa!
we ran, sprint, walked, crapped & moreeee.
hehe. really thanks for the wonderful day babe(s) & one more super nice guy for the day! :D
& we go lalala lololo hohoho!
that's all people. reached home at 10! :D it's pretty tiring..
so, goodnight! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL! <3
wonderful day (: but disappointed..
hehe

2008-05-04T19:40:00.001+08:00

went out to study today. studied abit.
study pace is droppingggg. haha.
sucks.
went home around 7.
guess who i saw.
haha.
goodnight&goodbye

2008-05-02T14:23:00.001+08:00

hohoho :D
hello people! exams is really horrible.
can't stand it. hahaha.
studied for so long ytd. i'm wuper tired now.
stayed at starbucks for 14 hours yesterday. hahaha.
oh, and btw, i lost my phone! so please don't contact me. thanks (:
anything urgent, call my house.
hahaha. that's all for today! :D

2008-04-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

wenta study, and tuition today.
nothing else! (:

as i said, our friendship will never be the same..
i seriously miss the old time, but it will never be the same..
still, i hope you're happy (: because i know, we won't be as close as before..

btw, wenwen, cheer up please! (:
much loves, don't get too upset (:

2008-04-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D
i'm a happy girl today. wahaha.
slept at 730pm last night! how amazing right?
this shows how tired am i. hahaha.
woke up at 430 though, to do some work..
then went to school at around 710..
and we(me&clique) realised that we need not go to the parade square nor the hall.
so we went back to class(:
and guess what? they said there's rainbow, i thought they was just crapping..
so i went out to take a look, and indeed! there's rainbow :D
i'm so happy laaaa, first time in my entire life i saw a rainbow. hahaha
super happy (:
then went for recess..
was in a super good mood but you pissed me off.
somehow, somewhat. just a sentence of your words.
i was just playing, you need not be so loud at me.
i was quite pissed.
but still, it doesn't spoil my mood!
because i refrain myself for giving you attitude and i pretended that nothing happened.
hahaha, so the rest of the day was pretty great, as studying with people that's nice rocks (:
i love them alot alot (: weeee! goodbye& goodnight! (not sleeping sooo early today (: )

2008-04-13T13:38:00.002+08:00

hello peepos (:
went swimming early morning today.
hehe. wasted half of my day..
so i shall start doing some work, before i wasted my whole day.
haha. saw you online, so tempted to say 'hello' , but didn't dare to.
i'm afraid of your reply though.
haha, but still, i miss you alot.
hahaha, i realised, i learnt alot of new things after our relationship..
it's because of you, i learnt swimming, yoga, rollerblading?
haha. how great/bad can things be? i'm happy the way i am.
but at the same time i'm not.
my life would be perfect if i didn't make a wrong decision that time..
but no use brooding over it.. haha (:

okay, that's all for today! goodbye (:

2008-04-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

hello (:
today aren't fine after all.
woke up at 7, left house at 745..
went to study at mac..
till 10? nothing got into my head.
okay, maybe half of them.
i kept thinking about last night and the past.
but still, i got better after eating the bread from some random shop,
and after drinking sugarcane (:
thanks babe. you've been great today.
i'll probably die without you talking to me today.
&& i managed to study after tuition! haha. thanks to you (:
but honestly, i fear the fact that i'd to go home..
i don't wanna go online, and i did.
haha. how great right?
yes. and i needa go do my work now, before she kills me.
&i'm going swimming tmr! (:
early morning! hehe. alone probably, wen can't go.
haha. but i really need it to help me feel better.. so, sorry wen ! ):

alright, that's all for today!
oh, btw, thanks bethany (: for being there last night.
and thanks dearest, for cheering me up today (:

2008-04-11T20:18:00.006+08:00

hello
i'm sorry to you for ytd's words..
but it's true that i don't want you to hold on to it anymore. cuz i know i won't be able to move..
i'm so sorry..

tears roll down my cheek when i read her blog..
she's so in love with you..so am i..
just how much i hope you didn't stop loving me..
but you did..
i just can't forget you..
it hurt every single time i saw you..
the pain that her blog gave..
i just wanna stop my tears from flowing now..

2008-04-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

hello (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BETHANY (:
may all your wish come true (:
much much love for you!

i made french toast for bethany :X
it's quite inedible.
sorry bethany! haha.
but hope you like my present (:
i love that present! so if you don't like, cann give me back to me.
haha! okay, kidding :P
you're 16 now!
so better grow up! :P

there's nothing i want to blog anymore..
because i think blogging cause me more troubles..
i don't want any more troubles please.
thankyou (:

i'll try and try and try till i forget you (:

2008-04-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

hello (:
alright, life's been pretty bad, and pretty great.
but it's definitely busy..
never been so busy in my life before..
can't imagine the weeks before o's or prelim.
scary indeed..
haha! having serious moodswing these few days..
thanks bifang for torlerating my attitude.. haha
still, quite moody..
hope it will be better after i swimmmm :D

i realised something..
it's about love, if you doesnt want to read, please don't. (:

when you love someone, you want someone..
when you're with someone, you want that someone to change..
when that person changed, you said he/she changed..
so, you thought you don't love him/her anymore..
but when you lost him..
you realised he's the one..

just how ironic can love become?
but i love happy endings..
there's a few of happy ending recently (:
well, after years of waiting.. it turned out to be happy ending..
maybe many didn't expect that.. but when i heard it, i'm totally shocked but happy (:
at least i know.. sometimes, waiting do help..
but how is it suppose to help when i didn't even get to contact that person?
partly because i don't know if i want to leave or stay..
i wanna move on, yet i'm thinking about it the whole day.
just how much can love bring..
happiness, sadness, sorrow, enjoyment, and what's more?

i wanna see more happy endings (:
wishing all the couples/together but not in status 'couples' happiness till the very last (:

2008-04-08T15:52:00.002+08:00

i hope i will move on.

2008-04-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

went swimming today..
while swimming, i thought of lots of stuffs.
why do i still think of -?
it's so irritating..
every now and then i'll bumped into -
when i saw - , i don't know how to react.
what's with this freaking amazing world.
i hope i can get out of this.
but i think, swimming helps.
so i shall swim more often to get - out of my mind..
it's just so freaking irritating..
why should i think of - when - is falling for others?
i shouldn't torture myself this way..
i wanna be a leaf that's able to make a firm decision...
who can i confide to?
ans : no one. or maybe, my bro.
just how much i missed those days..

2008-03-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

hello (:
went to church today..
it's the first time i ever went to a church..
together with meiyi and bethany, we took bus to tampines..
and ate mac and starbucks..
then headed to take train to tanah merah, and met bethany's friends..
together, we headed to expo..
went to the church.. it's a great experience for me..
cried, as it was really touching..
we , meiyi,bethany and i , planned to go church once a month..
(: yupp..
then went walking around tm with bethany after that.. while meiyi go off..
after that, went back to compass point and do some stuffs..
met weiling and angel..
& headed off to meet wenlin at swimming complex.
and we swim swim swim :D till 7?
and bla bla bla la la la .
here i'm.
and i'm going off to do my stuffs now..
sorry, and goodbye!

p.s. bethany, don't get too worried for your mum (: i'll be 24/7 there for you! like how you always do (: thanks! and takecare (:

2008-03-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello !
this's the wawa that i've create in viwawa :D
so love this wawa! haaa.

okay, went out early morning today!
went to bras basah to buy books :D
bought a book that i really love , and saving up for another book..
then we walk walk walk.. for about 2-3 hours..
this is the first time i shop for storybooks!
so happy :DD
then, i saw a snoopy sticker! so kawaii. haaa.
of cuz, it's in my room now..

around 2 plus.. went back to kovan and attend tution with bahbah and ling :D
after tuition, went to shop around at heartland mall and brother came to fetch me :D
but before going home, we went to cold storage, emicakes, and ntuc :D
bought durian puffs! so so so nice (:
bought mini poppers and milk too!
i love brother to the max! haaaa.

that's all for today! haaa.
goodbye & takecare people (:

2008-03-14T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

i bought my pretty watch today! so happyy (:

love mummy to the maximum! wakakas.

alrighto,

went out with nicolette,bethany,meiyi and daphne today :D

sakinah,eelin and sabrina came to join us at pastamania..

but eelin and sabrina went off shortly..

so, we didn't get to watch any movie today.. as nothing interest us..

haha! yea, so we went arcade till about 6 plus and went off! :D

i love nicolette&bearbear!

we somehow 'bought' four handphone straps(those hanging stuffs).

for myself,bethany,nicolette and jillian! :D

it's pretty okay!

hehes.

super happy todayyy :D though i spend like $100++..

haha! ganna get my storybooks tmr! :D

happy happy! i'm a happy girl now (:

i'm totally in love with orange, snoopy and storybook! :D

&& , the next date with nicolette,bethany and jillian will be next wed! :D

hope jillian is free! she didn't join us today cuz she was busy..

so, hope she cann make it next time! :D

& i love mummy! hahaaa :D my pretty mummy (:

okay, nothing to post already!

goodbye! (:

maybe i did changed.. i'm sorry.

2008-03-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
today's fine! :D
&i love the dinner today.
been so long since we had this kind of dinner. hehe
& before going home, chat with meiyi for an hour or so? :D
been so long since we chat. really long..

hmm.. nothing much to say though :D
tmr going out with nicolette! & friends :D
haaaa. so long didn't go out with her.

nothing else to say already! :D
goodbyeeee!

To you :
i'm sorry for what i said last night..
i think it pissed you off and you signed out immediately..
and you didn't reply today..
i guess you were really angry.. but i just don't want you to do what i'd done.
it's just like how long i waited, but to no avail..
do contact me when you see this.. i felt really bad..
i'm so sorry ):

2008-03-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

there's just this special bond when i'm with you..
you're the one who changed me..
last year, when we started hanging together?
everything changed.. i'm no longer the old me..
i prefer studying now.. i won't slack so much like how i used to.. it's all because of you..
i never knew that someone like you could change me.. but the impact is shocking..
maybe if i didn't get to know you, i wouldn't be so happy.. i wouldn't be more optismistic.. i will be more slack? i will be immue to books..
but now, i guess i'm sorta in love with storybooks? yes, all thanks to you (:
i promise, i will never forget you.. someone whom changed me so much..
the book you gave, i promise! i'll finish reading it by this month :D
though you gave me last year.. haha :D
that's why, i would rather see you smile then upset.. so please, be cheerful always!
but seriously.. thanks for changing me (: i'll remember you..

suddenly..
i miss my primary school friends.. i wish that i'll enter the same jc/poly with them :D
they're my awesome primary schoolmates.. i'll never forget how they were there for me :D

alright, done with the misses and loves :D

watched step up 2 just now.. it's a nice movie indeed :D
yupp, that's all! i just love going out with teammates :D
okay, goodbye!

bahbah ; please allow yourself to smile! :D weather will be better next week, don't be moody pleaseee :D cheer up!

2008-03-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

just how much i miss you.

my mum has mild depression.
sounds scary to me..
idk what will happen ):
i hope nothing will happen though..
i think my dad is a super nice family guy.
he love my mum so much. ohman, thanks daddy!
without daddy, i think mummy will feel worse.
i pray that nothing will happen to mummy..

i just so miss talking to you ):
takecare of yourself please!

2008-03-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

today was great.
but now it wasn't.
i'm sorry for the words i said.
i didn't know i'm so tactless, i didn't know i said something that hurt so much, i didn't know that you thought i meant you.
it's not. it's all about the past.
you're the one that prove to me, promises are not meant to be broken.
after so long, you had never broke any of our promises.
and never did i doubt anything you said.
i'm so sorry for everything.. i don't meant to hurt you ):

2008-02-25T21:01:00.003+08:00

ct's screwed.
one of my loved ones is gone.
millions litres of tears is gone.
did badly for amaths and chem.
screwed.

but then again,
i had my beloved twin, and my dearest cliques(:
twin and cliques have been awesome :D
thanks alot for being there when i needed someone..
love you guys so much! (:

hweeteng is a nice girl now :D ;
wenlin is my ahboon!
bethany is my MR bear!
zhihui is attached, & she's a nice girlfriend! :D
& crystal is my twin! :D

there's always happy and unhappy stuffs.
look on the bright side! :D

2008-02-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

hello people !
it's valentines day today.
my dad got my mum a rose! so nice right. :D
okay, now i feel that spending valentines with friends is better than boyfriend.
haha. i mean, friends are awesome! :D
thanks bahbah&zhihui for the sushi! it's super yummy! :D
thanks ahwen for the bookmark,heart&note! :D
thankyou! <3
& thankyou you people who gave me cookies & chocolates :D
i hope you guys like the gifts i gave! :D

went to tournament today.
we lost ):
so sad.. but still.. no choice.
& we went back school :D
so i met crystal after that.
then slack a little while, we went back :D
& the dogs is SUPER scary!
ohman, can't stand that dog. =x
so after she left, i went to meet ahwen&ahchew :D
haha. then we walk around, slacked around.. reached home around 8 :D
today is wonderful laa :D

thanks everyone! especially my loved ones :D
once again, happy valentines day! :D

2008-02-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

hellooo
badminton is ending soon..
valentines day is coming soon..
common test is coming soon..
everything is like, so soon!
so it's like so busy, can't stand it.

yesterday watched kungfu dunk.
it's nice, entertaining.
ganna have a CJ 7 date soon.
some say it's nice, some say it's not.
i shall watch and rate it myself.

okay, recently things got better i guess?
not as bad as the past two weeks.
so wenlin is coming like.. tmr?! :D
finally after so long!
miss her manxzx.
and and, bethany's oven failed.
so we're thinking of other way out.

okay, so that's all i guess? finally updated after a week.
by the way , happy belated chinese new year! :D
i think this's year turns out fine..
countdown with all my love ones.
i'm happy enough!
alright, i should continue with my work.
goodbye! :D i love my awesome twin! :D

2008-01-31T20:33:00.000+08:00

helloooo.
slept at 12am last night.
couldn't get to bed.
and today, during english lesson, mr quek keep waking me up.
i was super sleepy, so i continued sleeping.
haha. aren't i lazy, yes i am.
then went for training..
today is really slack/fun.
i wished every training is like this..
but training is ending soon..
the thought of it makes me feel like crying.
i mean, recently.. so many things making me cry.
now, bethany is sick..
wenlin is sick..
who's next?
i miss them so much ):
i hope wenlin& bethany will get well real soon..
wenwen! don't scratch! control! ): i miss you alot alot! faster come back ):

whenever i miss you, i wished i cann message you..
and when i wanna see you, i'll look everywhere for you.
but when i saw you, i'll become speechless cause you don't want to talk to me.
what cann i do?
today, i'd been thinking of you.
i want to message you..
i want to hear your voice..
i want everything, but can't.
i just wanna talk to you like how we used to be..
last night, your phone call.. your conversation..
is far too hurtful.
i'm not okay at all.
i wished there's a place.. where i cann brainwash myself.
it's like, every second i'm thinking about you.
which idk why.
i think it's just so irritating.
i don't want you to avoid me..
i want to talk to you like how we used to be..
and.. i want to hear your voice..
i miss you, i love you ):

2008-01-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

hello :D
today's training is fun :D
okay, not really.
but still acceptable.

hmm.. i think i'm an object forever.
everything is so dramatic now.
and i just want to be like the past few days.
why must everything change?

2008-01-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello
haaa. no more hatred post today~
okay, went to meet badminton girls at 7 am today.
we lost to sports school..
but it's super funny.
everyone laughed!
so coooool okay!
partner and i became the joke of the day.
then la la la blah blah blah..
here i am..
super tired..
okay okay, swimming tmr! that's all.
goodnight..

2008-01-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

so actually you're just playing me.
when i know that, my tears roll down once again. i hate you.
yes, i do.
no more.
everything is going to be deleted.
you'll never know how i feel. i hate you for loving her.
i hate you ):

2008-01-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

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I HATE YOU!

i hate you for cheating my feelings.
i don't know how to act as if nothing happened.
i just want to hate you..
but i don't know how..

2008-01-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

hello :D
today's a bad day for me.
for once, i failed amaths.
from an A1 all the way to F9.
which caused me to be moody almost the whole day.
it's really very disheartening.
at that point of time, i even thought of dropping amaths.
i really want.
but i know i couldn't bear to.
i'm ganna prove myself that i cann score a constant a1.
because it's one of the subject that i have confident in.

sigh.
but still, thankful to wenlin&ahbear for wanting to cheer me up. haaa :D
thanks for your effort!
thanks darling for your words too. it's so sweet <3
okay, going to study amaths now.
goodbye!

2008-01-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

hello :D
went to school, training, and compass today.
everything was fine.
training was super slack.
but still, fun. :D
hmm.. so went to compass with michelle after training..
chat chat chat.. we went home :D
when i'm walking home, i bumped into eugene,tz and wr.
and here i am! :D
home.

going to study now.
i don't like computer in my room.
temptations.
:(
okay, going off! goodbye! :D
& please takecare of yourself :D get well soon!

2008-01-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

hello :D
i love this blogskin la!
i mean, it's so simple. haaa.
anw, back to blogging :D
things are getting better now.

been going out everyday.
haaa.
don't know what to blog.
so goodbye!

if you wanna be linked, let me know :D

[edited]

i'm so in love with snoopy now! haaaa.
and i've my own computer in my room now :D
i'm so happy!
everything is snoopy, orange and red! :D
haaaa.
so now, i have no reason to step out of my room anymore!
except for toilets :D
i'm so happy!! :D
3 cheers !

2008-01-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello :D
okay, today is a actual school reopen day.
so tiring ):
i mean, seriously.
need to stay alert/awake for the whole day is almost impossible.
haaa.
i'm so unhappy today.
i got into A class.
i mean, i'm the last in the A class laa.
sure must work very hard ):
which i practically hate it.
but it's sec 4.
so maybe i should just work hard for this year.
& i want to be in B class la! ):
i really want so ): ): ):
sigh sigh. i hate this ):
& i seriously love dearest to the maximum laaa! :D
you're soooo nice okay!
hope you're fine already.
dont get sick again, please!
goodbye!

2008-01-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello :D
hasn't been updating recently.
haaaa.
school reopen, it's okay.
i think.
just that training is getting worst.
haaaa.
will get used to it i guess.
it's just a matter of time.
hmm..
too many things happened, dont wish to elaborate.
haaaa.
maybe some other time? :D
okay!
swimming tmr?
not with wenlin ): but alone.
haaaa. maybe laaa. depends on my mood :D

i want to slim down!
i want to resist temptation of food!
i want to score well for english!
i want to move on!
i want to love someone who truely love me after o's!
i want to study hard!
i want to play sports!
i want to go out!
i want to walk from place to place like i have all the time in the world!
i want to sleep whenever i want& not worrying about anything.
i want to read all the nice nice storybook in this world!
i want to do every single thing! :D

haaaaa! hope i'll do every single thinggggg :D
lastly,
i want my brother&his girlfriend last forever! :D
may them be happy always! :D

2008-01-01T15:46:00.000+08:00

hello :D
went swimming in the morning..
with wenlin & wenlin's brother..
&mummy say today cannot go out.
so i only went for swimming and here i'm ):
so.. later ganna pack my room.. my bag.. iron my clothes..
and more . -.-
so sianxzxz.

yesterday ;
went out with ziyi,nina,nico,mag,kwokmeang,laijun..
went to eat cafe cartel after a long long discussion..
thanks to kwok meang though.
then.. went to buy firecrackers after that.
headed to ziyi house, to take mahjong..
and went to grace's house to play :D
it's like a house casino.
hahaaa. everyone's gambling i guess? :D
anw, went down around 1145..
then.. play fire crackers, countdown, burn branches..
did lots of stuffs :D
play play play..
went home around 1 plus 2?
couldnt get to sleep again?
haaaaa. but i'm lazy to post last night.

anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPOS! :D

goodbye,takecare

2007-12-31T01:42:00.000+08:00

i guess, both of us will always have bad nights.
ever since i met up with you, we'd been facing the same problem..
we cant get over each other..
and we dont want to be together..
and we're both suffering at night.
what does this mean?
i do want to know too..
we'd got too close together.. but.. thanks for what you'd said just now..
even if time could go back.. we'll still be that close :D
honestly, you're special too :D
thanks for everything..

2007-12-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

i want to slim down, get rich, & have a perfect boyfriend.